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Hi blogggyyyyy!!!
Finally can write this after a long time bcs i was busy with exams in my courses and school and they killed me.
But btw my exam at school hasn't finished yet but thank God I've already passed the subjects that are hard in my opinion and guess what? I'm succeed...
I've also passed my exam at my English Course. I don't know should i call it exam or just talking because all we did were just talking and i didn't talk too much too bcs talking much is just not me *okay blame me bc in night after a tiring day im tired to do everything included talking, and for the exam i enjoyed it.
My exams at school have been good too, and this exam week taught me so many things,not just dealing with the situations when i have to focus but i also have anything which is important to attend such as courses but it taught that i have to fight for people who are dying to see me success later on.
By the way, im addicted to a song right now it is a song that I knew for a long time but it touches me because the lyrics are words that i wish i could tell to the one who taught me that love is a game. It is if this was a movie by taylor swift.

Okay enough im tired of typing let's hope that tomorrow is holiday.

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my thoughts about lie, and being nice in life

I just got home and thinking about the words my friends just said at the course.

The book asked us like "is it possible to go through life only telling the truth?" And I started to ask the self who's so blank and tired aka me then my heart said "yes" bcs God will be disappointed if He finds out that I lie.
They also said "Big or little, lie is still lie."

At the other side, I remember how often people lied to me and it drives myself to keep tell that you can't if you keep be too honest in all situations, with all places, all people you meet, even when with the people who don't know what honest is. I mean it is hard to treat people good while they're keep treating you bad bcs they'll know that you're just gonna treat them good no matter what happened.

AH OKAY,

what I'm trying to tell is I'm tired of being nice to people who don't be nice to me, don't treat me good.

but,

At Sunday at the church they made me know that we should love without hoping to be loved, and we should help without even hoping that those who helped by us will help us back. And we should love others as we loved ourselves.

But...

I'm tired of hearing words like "You're not too kind,you're too stupid!" "Its not kind,its crazy" that said by people near me. I also think those words are true.

And then I remember the words that said at the church "if we lost, find the ways in the bible" yes, I opened the bible and I don't why I open it at Imamat 19 the verse we read at the church, it talks like we have to be nice to people,love others as we loved ourselves and God is also telling about who "Human" really are. According to my level of understand-ness._. I got statement like human are those who helped or those who loves to be nice to people.

And I think its true because God gives hearts to every people He made.

I don't know I just feel so stupid right now but I believe my God will make me understand about life,about being nice, and about lie. Sooner or later, easy or hard I know I will. I won't force what I think right but I will surrender everything to The One who has better plans for my life.

Btwww, I'm listening to "Please forgive me by Bryan Adams" I do really really reaaallyyy love this song bcs every time I hear this song I feel like my parents are hugging me bc I usually hear this with my parents that's so good.

If you haven't heard that song yet, I suggest you to hear you'll have no regret.

AAANNDDD physics will be on 3 hours tomorrow at school, I'm preparing my mental now. Whoops

Bye blogggyyyy luv ya thanks for reading~~:*
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