my thoughts about lie, and being nice in life

I just got home and thinking about the words my friends just said at the course.

The book asked us like "is it possible to go through life only telling the truth?" And I started to ask the self who's so blank and tired aka me then my heart said "yes" bcs God will be disappointed if He finds out that I lie.
They also said "Big or little, lie is still lie."

At the other side, I remember how often people lied to me and it drives myself to keep tell that you can't if you keep be too honest in all situations, with all places, all people you meet, even when with the people who don't know what honest is. I mean it is hard to treat people good while they're keep treating you bad bcs they'll know that you're just gonna treat them good no matter what happened.

AH OKAY,

what I'm trying to tell is I'm tired of being nice to people who don't be nice to me, don't treat me good.

but,

At Sunday at the church they made me know that we should love without hoping to be loved, and we should help without even hoping that those who helped by us will help us back. And we should love others as we loved ourselves.

But...

I'm tired of hearing words like "You're not too kind,you're too stupid!" "Its not kind,its crazy" that said by people near me. I also think those words are true.

And then I remember the words that said at the church "if we lost, find the ways in the bible" yes, I opened the bible and I don't why I open it at Imamat 19 the verse we read at the church, it talks like we have to be nice to people,love others as we loved ourselves and God is also telling about who "Human" really are. According to my level of understand-ness._. I got statement like human are those who helped or those who loves to be nice to people.

And I think its true because God gives hearts to every people He made.

I don't know I just feel so stupid right now but I believe my God will make me understand about life,about being nice, and about lie. Sooner or later, easy or hard I know I will. I won't force what I think right but I will surrender everything to The One who has better plans for my life.

Btwww, I'm listening to "Please forgive me by Bryan Adams" I do really really reaaallyyy love this song bcs every time I hear this song I feel like my parents are hugging me bc I usually hear this with my parents that's so good.

If you haven't heard that song yet, I suggest you to hear you'll have no regret.

AAANNDDD physics will be on 3 hours tomorrow at school, I'm preparing my mental now. Whoops

Bye blogggyyyy luv ya thanks for reading~~:*
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