Finally, University.

Hi guys....
So hi..
Yes, hi...

 
I finally made my mood good to back to write posts, because I was so lazy to even type a word like "what? should i wrote something on blog? I was just way too tired, I didn't even know what the hell should I write, I was so asdfghjkl" but then I remember a thing that....

I
Just
Entered
The
University
Life
Like,
OMG

OMG OMGGG, time really flew so fast. I remember the time when I was on my way to school, first day to school, middle school I mean, yes, MOS, and now I've already passed the OSPEK time. Look how fast time flew!

But, even time flies so fast and things change. I still feel like nothing changes about me like "Yes, I'm 18 years old right now and it still feels like I am 9 years old, life must be kidding to me" Anyone related me? you guys feel me too or is it just me?

I've been too excited to write this.

So, I just entered Sam Ratulangi University (Unsrat) because I was so close to my house..

I went to Faculty Of Humanity/ Cultural Sciences. I take English Department as my major because I have reasons.

Reason 1
English is my favorite subject, and math is the subject that I hate the most. I heard that Math won't exist in this place and I won't be studying Math anymore for the rest of my life if I take this major.

Who doesn't want to always study English and never study Math? 

I hate Math because in math classes I was always be like " wth, I don't even know what I don't know" My brain is too cute for math:) and beside wise words say that you need to do more of things that make you happy. So hi English.

Reason 2
So shy as hell to tell this but lol the truth is lol lol, I want to have a job that able to serve people. My parents suggest me to be a doctor but Math and Chemistry won't allow me. My brain is way too cute for hard and complicated things. I was thinking to be a priest, heheheehhehee lol don't laugh at me please, hehehe please don't laugh, but then I have private thoughts that I'm sorry I can't share(talk to me directly and I will tell) that make me don't go there. That place is just too cool for poor child like me pfftt. So, I decided to take English Dept because they say I could be a teacher or a lecturer later on. At least, it serves people, doesn't it? hehehehe

So hi university, hi separated time class, hi freedom, hi lecturer, hi more tasks and bye uniform, bye rules, bye scare-ness of clossed-gate because late, bye saying "go pee in toilet" to the teacher which means to walk around the school and see the mirror at the toilet, bye uniform, bye table, bye run from the punishment in coming late. Yes school I know I hate you, but you ought to know that I will miss you and I am not lying.


I want to do good things while I am still young, I want to get to know things as much as I can, I want to keep trying, I want to be limitless, I want to fill my young ages with positive things, I want to learn things that will be useful in my future, I want to upgrade myself. I want my young ages to be good, as good as life that I am living. I know sure that I'll make mistakes, but I know also that I could control myself from making mistakes, I want my young ages to be as good as possible. Not because I want people to say say good things about me, but because I want The creator of me to be praised. I promise I'll do good things as an expression of thankfulness for everything that I have.

With Love,
Monicksp.
<3<3 xx

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She is clothed with fears, she scares of the world outside, they'll hurt her, they'll shoot her down, they'll kill her. She is afraid to be honest about herself, about her feelings, so she has to always keeps silent, keep holding and hiding the feelings she has, because she's scared. so scared, scared until she won't even look at the small hole in the window, she won't even touch even with her finger the coldness of the door to go outside, she's just too scared.

Until one cold night, wind whispers at her ear "let's go out, all good things are free outside, you just need to open your eyes and walk with your feed, everything is awesome outside, you just need to step outside and hear the birds, everything is perfect, you just need to feel it with your eyes open, everything is too good not to be seen" it leaves with nasty feelings, she couldn't help herself from the feelings that drive her strange, the feelings that knock her deepest heart, that break the cold frozen ices in her mind. She wants to look at the small hole at the window, to touch the door with all her hand, but she's scared. She's scared that the wind lies, she's scared that she's not strong enough to be outside, she spends her days thinking.....

a long time has passed, seconds turn to minutes, minutes turn to hours, hours turn to days, and days turn to months, and she finally decides to go out. She holds the door and means to open it slowly and with fear, she finally sees the light outside from the spaces on the door she opens slowly,wide and gets more wide until she sees the outside clearly from the door, so good,awesome, and perfect. She steps her first step outside, walking with eyes closed, slowly, slowly, and slowly. She scares the rocks will fly on her, the trees will fall on her, but she opens her eyes with the words that said by the trees on her mind, she continues, she walks with eyes open, getting fast, fast, faster, and she finally find the rhythm to walk faster, to dance confidently with eyes open, and she tries to open her eyes more wide and look around.

everything was so so so bad, so far from what she imagined before, so far from the winds' words. She scares, she runs back to her door but the door suddenly disappear. She's stuck in the world that she hates, she wants to cry, but even if she cries, will everything change? so she just sits up in a place and won't move because she's trapped.

It is raining and the she closes her eyes, suddenly the rain tells her that she's late, she should go outside right after the wind said she should, before the outside turns bad because the wind sad because the thought of its mind that she won't go outside. Her heart is full of regrets, she regrets that she didn't go outside faster, she cries. Then the storm wipes her tears and whispers. that. the. wind. lies. the outside was never good, it's foul and everybody knows that.

She's in doubt, is the wind lie or is the outside never good? she tries to find out the answers.

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Inside My Wallet

Hello loves,

I want to tell a story about me last week. It was such an embarrassing moment.
My friend and I planned to meet at Mantos at 4. It was 3:30 and I was just laying on my bed, and haven't prepared myself at all. I haven't even taken a bath while my friend was on her way to the mall.
When I found out that she was already at Mantos, I automatically made my way to the bathroom as fast as I possibly could. I prepared myself in a very fast way. It took about 30 minutes before I could finally said that I was ready to go. Really fast!

I went to the mall by a public car (a.k.a mikro) and I felt really tired because I just noticed that I prepared myself so fast and I probably forgot to breath because breathing takes 1 second, and a second really means a lot when you're late.

When I was about to reach the place, I almost killed myself because I realized that I. forget. to. bring. my. wallet. and I couldn't breath not because breathing took a second but because I was scared as fuck. Another funny fact discovered: breathing is hard when you're scared.


I was so out of words and I didn't even know what to say because I was just simply out of words and I had nothing to say. I wanted to disappear because I didn't know what to do.

and
I
decided to get out from the car and told the truth to the driver........

He was really a nice man, I was lucky that he wasn't mad at me, he told me that it was okay, and instead gave me advice that I shouldn't do kind of things like this later because not everyone was kind and yes he was right.

This accident gave me idea to write this post so now I am going to tell you everything that I keep inside my wallet.

So, here you go.....

so this is how my wallet looks like

the front look and the back look of the wallet

the overview

front look yey

back look

I got this wallet when I walked in the mall and this pink wallet caught up my eyes and I was like "omg look at that cute pink wallet, it is so pink" I couldn't help myself from buying that so.... yeah... another moment buying unimportant thing in life because CUTE and PINK.

This is so cheap, it only costs 100k
I was surprised at first because this wallet was way too cute and it only costed 100k.. like really who doesn't want to buy this cute inexpensive thing?!!!!!!!!

When I open up the wallet, this is what will show up. I love the fact that it has so many spaces for cards or even photos.

the details of the cards spaces and my cards

a place where you can put your money or small changes.

another empty spaces but it filled with my photos

my cards:
Ganesha Operation Student Card
Kartu Tanda Penduduk (Identity Card)
SMA Katolik Rex Mundi Student Card
KFC Music Hitter Card
Kid'z World Card
The Body Shop Member Card

Those are everything that I have inside my wallet

I hope you guys enjoy reading this and would like to read my upcoming posts because

it really means a lot to me, really.


I love you!!!xx

xo,
Monicksp

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My Kind Of Fairytale

Do you believe in castle? do you believe in prince charming? do you believe in enchanting story of life? how about all the flying fairies?do you believe in flying dragons and talking animals? do you believe in happy ending? I do.

I believe in fairytale, I believe in magic stick, I believe in a place where trees grow pink and I believe that we're all queens, we have our own castle, flying unicorns, and our own prince charming.

I don't believe in fairytale the way normal people believe in it, what I really believe is every girl has her own fairytale, her own castle, magics, and a fairy that loves helping her.

Every girl is a princess and she is the main character of her life. No matter what's going through her life, she always has Someone who's gonna help her, not let her fall hard, guide her, protect her................just like the fairy godmother in the fairytale.

Every girl is precious, she needs attention, she needs to make sure that she's loved, she needs friends, and one day she'll find someone that will accept her the way she is. A cooler way, she'll think bad about herself, she'll hate about herself but someone's gonna pick her up and tell her that she's beautiful, she's perfect...................just like prince charming in fairytale.

 My kind of fairytale,
Fairytale is not about magics, fairies, unicorns, or even castle. Fairytale is like a firm belief you have in yourself that you're the main character of your own life, you'll struggle, you'll cry, but in the end, you'll end up find your own happy ending, even it takes a lot of time.

Fairytale inspires me so much, to be braver, to be stronger, and to have courage in whatever I am doing, fairytale makes me learn that I should dream bigger until my dream scares me and to have faith in myself to catch up the dreams.


So, I put  My Kind Of Fairytale on my blog's theme.
It is full a white-pink-themed layout that I customized myself, I made it as simple as possible.
I changed up my blog's name from pink feather to Monic Parengkuan to make it more simple, and I add "read more" on each posts that I posted earlier so everything could be more organized.

Fairytale is such a stupid thing to believe, but put your own interpretation in what fairytale really is so everything could be as beautiful as fairytale itself. This is your life, your fairytale, where God writes best story for you. xxx thanks for reading and have a nice sunday!


xo,
Monicksp  

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Room Tour 2015

Hello guys.....✨

So this morning after I went to church, I got an idea to clean my messy room...
I was thinking that I should make my place beautiful so I can be comfy being there.
It took about 6 hours for me to clean my room. I started from 1pm and it was done at 6pm.
That was really tiring but after I saw my room turned clean, it felt like everything was paid off..

So this is my short room tour, hope you guys like it💕

The first photo you saw upside is an overview of my room. My room is basically pink-themed room, I got the idea of making this pink room is because I am so extremely in love pink even since the day I was born. lol . My room contains many parts like: bedside, tv-side, music corner, office, and cabinet side ofc. Here I'll explain....

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MY BED
So, this is my bed, I usually sleep at this super comfy place.

As you can see, I have pillows that I got from informa, pink baby bear named panda that I got from matahari (I knew I'm crazy that I named a bear panda,no judges k?lol), stopkontak from fiesta, and inside my bed I have telon oil. The bed cover is from mylove and the bed is florence (kids and teens).

Pillows: Informa
Pink baby bear: Matahari
Stopkontak: Fiesta
Bed Cover: mylove
Bed: Florence(kids and teens)

 TV-SIDE
And If I lay on my bed, I will surely have this as my view.
This is my watching place plus I have my cupboard there. I usually watch tv before I fall asleep, I can't sleep without listening to songs or the voice of tv. So, while lying on bed, I usually take time to watch tv shows everyday.

 

There you can see, 
TV:Toshiba
Home theater: LG
DVD: LG
Cupboard and desk: I got them from megamall

INSIDE THE DESK

Inside the desk where the tv stands, I have my books and glasses. Here's the pict

I usually place my snack in the the top and my favorite glass in the bottom but because I run out of snack so you can see the top is so empty and I am so sad like REALLYY? NO SNACKS??? It breaks my heart,seriously.

I'm not gonna explain what I have in the top because its empty(that's sad) so let me go for the bottom:

 

The pink Tumbler with straw: ace/informa
The Hello kitty Tumbler: sanrio products
The Green Tumbler: Tupperware
The glass that looks like flowerplot: Informa
The red Tumbler behind the glass: matahari
Blu food storage: informa
Hellokitty glass: sanrio products (my friend's gift)
The pink one that I put all the glass on: sanrio product.
Basic glass behind the flowerpot-look-like: got it from 45

ON THE WALL

This one is my photo frame that I really love. I placed it around the keyboard and guitar before I finally hang it. As you can see, 

 .. The first photo, photo of a baby is me, little me. I don't know how old I was that time,1+? 

.. The photo in the middle is me, my brother Giant(dad's younger brother's son), and his mom. We went to photobox and took that photo. That day was awesome gips, so memorable.

.. The last photo is me when I was in the first grade on high school, I took it from the webcam.

Frame: milenium

MUSIC CORNER

SO, THIS IS MY FAVORITE PART OF THE ROOM LIKE REALLY I LOVE THIS SIDE SO MUCH..This place is the place where I usually sing even I am not really good at it, and do my homework from Septim. I took guitar class and piano class but I stopped from guitar class now because I want to focus on a thing, I focus on piano. I took Piano Classic Class (Should I post about what I learn there?if you want, let me know) I just started a few months ago and I really wish I could play it fluently very soon because I want to re-take my Guitar Class but gonna change it from Guitar Classic from Guitar Melody. OMGGG DREAAMMMM. 

Keyboard: Yamaha

Guitar: Yamaha

Pianika: Yamaha 

Guitar Capo: idk

Hanging Table(?): Informa/ace

Colorful Lamp: Hypermart

Little Table: Hypermart

Print: Canon

Print's cover: Mom's diy

 Bell: fiesta
But first music frame: my diy
MP Candle and bottle: my diy
Cat: mtc
Money saver(?):disney product
Photo: Septim Music
Little Couple miniatur: gift
Hanging Strawberry: hypermart
Lamp: hypermart
Doll: gift

Pink mymelody: matahari
I love you rabbit: Gift
Strawberry: Naughty
Bear mini bolster: Matahari
Masha: House of kitty
Pig: gift
unseen hellokitty: fiesta
rabbit headband: gift

OFFICE/DESK
So, this is a place where I usually use my laptop(but sometimes, I use my laptop on bed,haha) and I usually write here or do my homeworks or even eat and putting make up.

Laptop: Acer Aspire E-14 VGA
Pink Keyboard: Hypermart
Speakers: Advance
Mouse: Micropack(?)
Candle: informa/ace
Bible: Immanuel Book Store
Hellokitty miniatur: Golden
Glass base: my diy
Lamp: Hypermart
Hellokitty frame: multimart
Pink Princess Perfume: Eskulin Princess
Hanging Bows: Informa/Ace
Hanging Flowers: Hypermart

BEAUTY STUFFS AND SHOES RACK
I usually place my beauty stuffs here because its so easy to me to get it. Besides, I only have a few things that related to beauty because I don't really like wearing them.
I place some shoes that I rarely wear here so I won't lose them.  
 

no details needed bcs you've seen the brand,right?

my trash can. lol

SO THIS IS MY ROOM THAT I REALLY WANT TO MAKE IT AS COMFY AS POSSIBLE. Because I love being at my room, I could be in my room for like all day.
Btw, I think I don't write it clearly so if I put something new on my room, I'll be posting my updated room tour.... I promised.

 "Your room is a reflection of your personality."-Mom

OKAY SO HERE'S MY LUVVV

my babe that I can't seep without

So yeahhh, bye guys! see you on the next post. Me love you!xxo

Monic👑💐

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